wanderinginthestars

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stay with me by wanderinginthestars, literature

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stay with me

candy kisses, some too sweet hold me close. gone all day, I feel alone waiting for something to change, and change never comes. how many times should I repeat myself? good night, this morning, I hear you sleep while my life continues on in daylight. when can we be us again? this can only go on for so long before I completely break down to my core. candy kisses, oh so sweet, crave them, need them, but you're asleep.

blankets and lullabies by wanderinginthestars, literature

.missing you by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.missing you

i wish there was a word that meant more than "i miss you". your "hey", when i elbow your side in the middle of the night. the warmth of your arms that no pillow can give justice to. your "good morning, beautiful" in my ear when i'm too tired to get up. seeing you walk through the front door every night. your smirk when i trip over my own feet. the sound of your laugh -- instead of the occasional "lol". I wish I could tell you that i more than miss you. that just isn't enough for me.

.arise by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.arise

I'm holding on to a dream, And they said it wouldn't be easy. I've come to realize everybody was right. I'm sitting here, holding on tightly, Waiting for that moment to arrive Where I won't have to deal with it. But I know that that moment will never come. This dream that I have, It requires work. I can't just have what I want, Unlike some of those other girls around me. I can't just hope and demand and pray that I will always be taken care of. Take care of me? I don't think so. I will take care of me. You can contribute to my dream By standing beside me. Hold my hand— Sometimes I don't think I can do this. But I alw

.breaking out, breaking down by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.breaking out, breaking down

An ode to all you people who I just can't stand to be around. If only you could see the effects you have on me. Every little thing you do just pisses me off, and I can't even explain why. I've always been a girl with zero patience, but usually when I'm bothered I can hide my feelings. But whenever you're around, I feel like I could explode with every emotion involved with anger, hatred and frustration. I have a hard time keeping calm when you walk into the room. When you're huffing around, complaining, and then stating things like you're so glad to be an individual. But I can see behind that. You aren't yourself. You're just anoteh

.there she goes by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.there she goes

Dear friend, Hey how are you? I really miss you! Barely seen you since we tossed our caps. Hey friend, How ya doing? Guess I'll ring you later, Since you won't pick up. Hey friend, What's your story? Have you lost your memories and forgotten me? Well friend, I see how it is. I don't really matter anymore. Distance, friend, That's what has come between us, And I hate to see it, But I guess it's true: A free ride home Was all I ever was to you.

.love the way you lie by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.love the way you lie

Has it really been one year, today, since I tried to help you out of your misery and in returen, you deleted me from your life? Really, it's been a year? My fresh air has been so clear that I hardly noticed the seconds tick by. One year. Since that dreadful pull on my dreams was released -- and I became a whole new me; Untainted by your grasp over my lips, preventing me from breath, cry or speech. Today, I thank whatever that is mighty, for allowing you to click that large delete button. An 'easy' button for you. Ridding you from me. I feel sorry that it lead you to a dark place, but after what I went through, maybe you

.innocent by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.innocent

Dear you, who I respect no more, You have no room to look at me, with the way I'm going, and judge. Look at your own life. I am going to graduate. I am going to live. I will not let this road block ruin my chances at survival. Dear you, who thinks you know what's best for me, You obviously do not know me, or where I've been, or where I'm going. Because I do. Dear you, who once called me best friend, I'm surprised at your generosity, and concern. It seems as though our year apart from each other has given us both a sense of respect to one another. At least that's how I choose to view our unorthodox friendship. Dear you, who did this to

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Possible by BeenDown, literature

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Am I this [tortured soul] I say I am? I have hopes and dreams, happy days and friends. I have colored clothes, and dogs that mirror who I'm supposed to be. Is this world a Big Supposed to be? An "illusion" we put on, masking over and over the supposed to's, would have's, should have's wants and needs. A poets {dream}… Multiple people, just one girl, it's this common or do I need to prescribe myself some more? This happens so frequently I just have to wonder, am I even me? I've played so many parts, held so many roles, done so many things as a means to an end. When does this charade stop, when do I know to stop? Music is the Zantex

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.march out of the darkness by wanderinginthestars, literature

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.march out of the darkness

Dear Lost Cause, You were my best friend: my go-to girl when I needed help or advice. The one person I trusted most in the world, even though I knew all along your scam to ruin me. But yet I still let you walk all over me, and I still tried to be there, for you, because I knew it was the right thing to do. "I will forgive, but I won't forget." Dear Fuck Up, You were the first one to show me everything I didn't know. Then again, you were also the first one to show me how much hatred my heart could store for one person alone. I'm still trying to decide where to store you; but for

.march out of the darkness

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About wanderinginthestars

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Nov 25, 1991
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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I'm still growing up.
Trying to establish myself in this hell they call Earth.
But I'm living and breathing and loving and creating.
So I can't really ask for more than that.
Just enjoying what I have, while I have it.
~Tif

Current Residence: somewhere over the rainbow...
Favourite genre of music: hard rock; indies; absolutely everything 80s; alternative; like i said, everything
Favourite photographer: see favorite artist... *points up*
Favourite style of art: photography; literature; abstract
Operating System: heart, brain, lungs... other bodily organs...
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Shell of choice: hermit crab
Wallpaper of choice: something with dark colors so i'm not blinded when i turn my computer on...
Skin of choice: mine
Favourite cartoon character: spongebob
Personal Quote: "Is *your* lateral hypothalamus going off?" *winks obnoxiously*

Favourite Visual Artist

too many to choose from...

Favourite Movies

phantom of the opera; everything with Johnny Depp or Audrey Hepburn

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

linkin park; muse; the used; blue october; placebo; three days grace; david cook; spill canvas; 80s.

Favourite Writers

austen; poe; green; capote; rowling

Favourite Games

(board game?) apples to apples; guitar hero -- on the DS! xD

Favourite Gaming Platform

DS -- the only one i *can* play!

Tools of the Trade

camera; pen; paper; keyboard; micro. word -- advanced, no?

Other Interests

WRITING; books; cameras; guitar; muuusiiic!!

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wanderinginthestars

Nov 20, 2012

miracle, i adore thee, you rescue my integrity

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It's been awhile. I know. I'm taking this creative writing class. Shocking. But it's really got my mind running with the words that used to haunt my every hour. So I'm thinking I'll have some word vomit soon. We shall see if it'll grace your eyes or not.. Stay tuned. ;)

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wanderinginthestars

Apr 8, 2012

lets set this world on fire

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I feel bad for not coming here, again, in so long. I feel like I have abandoned what I was doing here. I honestly haven't written anything in months. I've tried. But I feel I've lost my touch. I went back through old poems and such from before. What an emotional little bugger I once was. I wish I could regain that inspiration from before. I wish that I could write again. I'm trying. Today is Easter. I need to make the rounds and visit tons of family members. I had a photo sess. with a great friend yesterday. She took Spring photos of my son and I. His daddy is off doing great things in them military, so it's just him and I now. I still have

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wanderinginthestars

Aug 25, 2011

WHAT.

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Wow. I haven't been here since February. Honestly, my computer crashed and I lost all my dA stuff, including password and stuff. (Because I can never remember passwords to save my life). But I just remembered stuff after sooo many tries of login attempts. So much has happened since I last logged in... I'll break it down for anyone who cares: Broke up with a good friend. Ended my first year at University. Planned a wedding in 6 weeks. Baby love. My daddy walked me down the aisle. Enrolled in an entirely different University. Considered a career in massage therapy instead of the life of an Author. (Though I want both). Adult life, allu